I guess I haven't had very many deep thoughts lately...because I haven't been utilizing this easyjournal of mine. Or maybe I've just been really lazy. I think the latter applies most.

Why is it that I can't seem to express myself more clearly? More effectively?

I have no fucking guts, I swear. I'm such "strong" person on the outside, but on the inside "I'm as mild and as meek as a mouse" (Cinderella). It's so hard...to have that kind of conflicting dilemma.

I can tell someone to "go for it" and just let the person they're crushing know how they feel about them. But then when it comes to me...I avoid the situation...and my sarcasm hits its peak, and often ruins the situation.

GRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrr. I need to grow some balls. Pronto.